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It was November 2000. Lorraine
and I were in Los Angeles. And we were setting off on a short
trip to Disneyland in my brother's car, a Porsche. We had a
set of written instructions printed off the Internet, and the
road was marked with signs all along the way. How difficult
could the trip be? Pretty difficult. At a critical juncture we
missed a vital turn off. And, not having a map, the trip
quickly took a disastrous turn. I was driving along a massive
eight-lane highway on what seemed to be the wrong side of the
road trying desperately to avoid crashing my brother's flash
car. Lorraine was sitting next to me trying desperately to
navigate without a map. I was almost yelling. She was almost
crying... We needed a map. A guide.
We all need a map, a guide, for
our journey through life. People know it. Look at the
proliferation in recent years of personal life-coaches,
guidance counsellors, clairvoyant services... Everyone is on a
journey. Everyone faces intersections, life-changing
decisions. We all need a map, or better still, a guide.
The people of God are going on a
trip. A trip they've been looking forward to for four hundred
years. At last, Egypt is in their rear-view mirror. They are
going from slavery to freedom. They are going home. How
difficult could the journey be? Once they'd left Egypt, all
they have to do is cross the Sinai Peninsula. Three hundred
kilometres: they could do it in a couple of weeks. The only
problem is that they don't have a map. And none of them have
been to the Promised Land before. But they don't have to
worry. They have a guide. There is a pillar of cloud and fire
in front of them. The fire that had burned in a bush for Moses
- the symbol of God's presence - is now burning for them all.
They will all be guided by God.
The pillar starts to move and
the journey begins. But the people notice that something is
wrong. The pillar is directionally challenged. It is going the
wrong way. The Promised Land is somewhere northeast. The
pillar is heading due south, towards the Red Sea, towards the
desert. The desert is not the direction they want to go. The
desert is not a place flowing with milk and honey. It's a dry
and barren place, a hard place. Do you know the desert road
across the central plateau? It's scenic, but it's long. You
wouldn't want to break down there, spend too much time there.
But God leads his people on the
desert road. A roundabout journey through the desert. And for
Israel this is not just a minor detour. They are going to
spend forty years in the desert. Like Moses. He spent forty
years in the desert. Elijah spent time in the desert. Even
Jesus spent time in the desert. Anyone who follows God is
going to log some time in the desert. We all will know times
when our heart aches with hurt or loss. Times when our mind
struggles with fear or confusion or doubt. Times when faith is
hard. We pour out our heart in prayer to God, but there seems
to be no response, no sense of his nearness. We read the Bible
for comfort but there are no answers to our questions. We all
know times when our soul is dry. We're in the desert, and the
desert is in us.
But God, even at those times, is
guiding us. His Spirit, like a pillar or a tongue of fire, is
in us, leading us. So what is his purpose in taking us into
the desert? We're there for a reason. Why? Three reasons.
The desert is a place of
strengthening.
Why does God take Israel on the
long road, the desert road? The story says that God knows if
they go the direct route - a heavily fortified route - and
face opposition, they may change their minds and return to
Egypt (13.17-18). Although God is perfectly capable of
delivering them from the Philistines, they don't believe it -
not yet. And so God takes them into the desert, to strengthen
their faith. In the desert, for forty years, he will
faithfully feed them every morning with bread from heaven,
guide them every night with a pillar of fire, protect them
every day from the threat of their enemies. In the desert he
will teach them to trust him.
I remember my first two-wheeler
bike. An old clunky hand-me-down. But it was a two-wheeler.
I'd ridden bikes with training wheels, but this didn't have
any. So dad would hold the back of the bike with his hand to
support me. One day he let go. I careered across the front
lawn and crashed heavily into mum's carefully cultivated
garden, to the muted applause of my whole family, who had all
gathered to watch. Dad let me fall. But he hadn't abandoned
me. He was teaching me how to ride a bike. There was no other
way to learn. And he didn't want me using training wheels at
the age of thirty-one. When you first ride on your own,
unsupported, it feels like you're failing. But the fact is
you're growing. You just don't know it.
C.S. Lewis once wrote that in
the first days of the Christian life God often gives us
freedom from temptation and the desire to pray. He is making
it easy for us, supporting the bike. Lewis went on to say:
"But God never allows this state
of affairs to last long. Sooner or later he withdraws, if not
in fact, at least from their obvious experience, all those
supports and incentives. He leaves the creature to stand up on
its own legs - to carry out from the will alone duties which
have lost all relish. It is during such trough periods, much
more then during the peak periods, that it is growing into the
sort of creature he wants it to be. Hence the prayers offered
in the state of dryness are those which please him best."
Perhaps you're at a place where
you don't feel the gracious hand of God. You may not have felt
it for some time. Or you're wondering if what you believe
about Jesus isn't just a mirage in the desert. You're tempted
to give up. But the truth is you have a chance to learn how to
ride. The desert is a place of strengthening.
But there's another reason why
God leads his people into the desert.
The desert is a place of glory
God says, when he explains why
he's leading his people there, "Pharaoh will think, 'The
Israelites are wandering around the land in confusion, hemmed
in by the desert.' And I will harden Pharaoh's heart, and he
will pursue them. But I will gain glory for myself through
Pharaoh and all his army, and the Egyptians will know that I
am the Lord" (14.3-4).
It's in the desert that we have
the best opportunity to bring glory to God. When the climate
becomes dry and life becomes hard, the natural temptation is
to forget about other people and to focus on your own comfort,
your own survival. And so, in a worsening economic climate,
executives instruct their accountants to fiddle the figures,
disguise the debts, to serve their own interests at the
expense of others. But when we're in the desert, when our
comfort or interests are threatened, people have their
binoculars trained on us to see if we are any different, to
see if we really believe in a God whose leading us. It's then
that we get a chance to show what God is really like - if
we'll take the way of the cross, and put others first.
You may have heard the story
about the elderly couple lying in bed. She isn't satisfied
with the distance between them. So she reminds him, "When we
were young, you used to hold my hand in bed." He hesitates,
but slowly a wrinkled hand snakes across the bed and grasps
hers. But she isn't satisfied. "When we were young, you used
to cuddle right up next to me." More serious hesitation now.
But eventually, with a few groans, he turns his body and gives
her a cuddle as best he can. Still she isn't satisfied. "When
we were young, you used to nibble on my ear." There's a loud
sigh. He throws the covers back and bolts out of bed. "Where
are you going?" "To get my teeth." It's one thing to love
someone when loving is easy. But when the springs of romance
run dry, when you have to get your teeth first, when love
becomes hard ... will you follow the pillar then?
Perhaps you're in a relationship
that has become dry and difficult. Maybe it's a sister or a
son or a spouse that's causing you pain. The well has run dry,
and you're ready to give up. Will you follow the pillar again
today? Will you keep loving them one day at a time? Will you
put their needs before your own? Perhaps work has become a dry
and hard place. Will you follow the pillar again this week?
Will you graciously serve your unfair boss, your unkind
co-workers? Perhaps you're wrestling over and over with the
same sin? You've confessed it, prayed about it, tried to bury
it, but nothing seems to work and you're secretly ready to
resign yourself to never overcoming it. Will you follow the
pillar again today? Will you keep trusting God?
The desert is a place of
strengthening. It's also a place of glory. But there's one
other reason why God leads his people on the roundabout way
through the desert. He's leading them home.
The desert is place of hope.
How do you think the people of
Israel must have felt when they found themselves lost in the
desert, pursued by their past, trapped next to the sea? They
must have thought that the desert road had turned out to be
just a cul-de-sac, a dead end. But, despite their complaining,
despite their lack of faith, despite all appearances, God was
in control, and he provides a way for them through the sea to
the other side. He delivers them at last from the power of the
Egyptians. And the story says that "when the Israelites saw
the great power the Lord displayed against the Egyptians, the
people feared the Lord and put their trust in him and in Moses
his servant" (14.31). The people of God realise that this God
who has delivered them from slavery and death, is leading them
through the desert, and will bring them to the Promised Land.
The Apostle Paul draws an
interesting analogy between what happened to the Israelites in
the sea and what happens to Christians when they are baptised.
He says that when we are baptised we pass through that sea. We
are giving expression to the fact that we are leaving behind
an old way of life - a life of selfishness and slavery and
death - and we're entering a new way of life - a life with
God's people, under Jesus' leadership, a life that will take
us home. Is God calling you to cross over from a life of
selfishness and slavery, to a new life with God's people under
Jesus' leadership on the journey home?
I remember once driving a rental
care through the deserts of Arizona, Utah and Nevada. I had
just been to see the Grand Canyon, Bryce Canyon and Zion
National Park, all in the space of a day. I was tired and
desperate to get back home to where I was staying. I had a
map, and to save time I decided to take a short cut along a
desert road. I quickly realised that it wasn't going to be a
short cut, and so I tried to turn around. But as I did, I got
the car trapped in the mud on the side of the road. The tires
had no traction. I was stuck on a lonely desert road. Night
was falling. And it started to snow. A handful of cars went
past, none of them stopping. I was just about to give up hope,
when a big Ute pulled over. The guy got out, chained my car up
to his, and pulled me out. And then in the cold evening, with
the snow falling so heavily that I couldn't see the road to
drive, he said, "Follow me. I know the way. I'll get you
home." And through the snow, through the desert, that man was
my guide - a pillar of fire - guiding me home.
The One who has delivered us
from the slippery life of sin, the One who walked the desert
road, died on the cross for every single one of us, he knows
the way for each one of us - and for us a church - and he will
guide us home.
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